Hi Cassidy,
Man I miss you so much. I can still remember when our family first met yours and how awesome it was when you asked us to be your sisters and even after you didn't come to my Mom's daycare you were always either outside with us or coming anyway. I took it to heart when you were serious and said you wanted sisters and wanted us to be your pretend ones. I really loved you like one and also got annoyed sometimes like any big sis does lol. I miss how incessantly you used to talk, you used to make my head spin with questions or begging me to play hide and go seek again even though I was older and a scardy cat and honestly hated hide and go seek. I miss your hugs and I love you's so much, I swear I can still feel your hugs, and man you used to hug so hard it would hurt sometimes but now I know you just wanted us to know how much you loved us and wanted to make sure we could feel it for a lifetime. It still haunts me the day we saw you when you passed away and looking out the back window as we drove past and you ran a little and blew the biggest kiss as we passed, I remember we were headed out of town too and you ran down to our house for of course a last minute convo even though you guys were about to take off too and I promised you we could play when we all got back but sadly that never got to happen. We used to laugh and tell you " Okkkkk Cass we will see you tmrw you don't have to try and tell me everything today" And of course you would breeze over it and continue but Im so glad you did because now I can always recall all the convos and laughs again and sometimes I wonder if maybe you made sure to say everything you could because you knew tomorrow does not always happen. Thanks for being such a great little sister to us. Just know no matter how much time passes until I see you again I will think about you still every day. I love you Cassidy, thanks for all the kisses and hugs. You impacted my life so much and I hope this message returns the favor of talking your ear off. Until we see each other again and get to play hide and go seek, Love ya sis. You better make sure to hug me just as hard when we meet again because Im waiting lol.
