I love you, Mom! I miss you sooo much! How do I get through something so hard without you?? You were my rock! You were my strength when I had none. The words when there were none. You were the glue, and now everything is falling apart. The boys miss you and love you. I'm trying so hard to hold it together for them and everyone else, Mom. It's just so hard without you by my side. I'm lost, completely lost.