Hey Momma!!

I have been thinking about you so much lately. I know that you are looking down at all of us and know what is going on with your daughter. I also know that you are looking out for her and I selfishly thank you! I have been praying so much that everything would out and it seems like it is going in the right direction.

We went and got our nails done today. It was so good spending time with my sissy! I miss her so much and I know you would be happy to know we spent time together. we are going to make it a regular thing. I am hoping it be anyway. I should of never let the space become between us that we have anyhow. I'm sorry for that. I wish I could ask you for some advice on a few things me and myca talked about today. I miss the way you could put everything into perspective for me. Make me get in my head and work through things with my own best interest in mind, always. I try to hear what you would tell me but i'm not good at it. Myca is a lot like you in so many ways. I think sometimes though she has a hard time putting herself first as well. It is a process.

Anywho, I just wanted to stop by and chit chat a little. I'll come back again though.

Until then,

I love you so very much!!

-Tasha

Wow, It has been way too long sense I have been here. I have went to see you in person though, just not stopped here to say hey. I was thinking about you today. I was thinking about the last few times I had seen you and what we talked about and how I should of been there more for you and Myca and Kimyl during all of that and how I am so sorry I wasn't. I wish I could turn back time sometimes and make the wrongs I have done (to please someone else in my life while I sacrificed so much) right again. I'm sorry, I'm just thinking tonight and felt strongly that I should stop by. I was thinking how I have lost so many strong woman in my life way too soon. I guess daddy felt you were too good for this world and he needed you home. Doesn't change the fact that we miss the hell out of you here. It's holiday time and I guess I always get over emotional during this time because it pisses me off you, my grandma, gramma bev among so many others, aren't here. That I know women who are younger than me who have passed from cancer and now their babies have to celebrate without them too. It's still hard to grasp even after all this time. Tonight, for some reason it just smacked me hard in the face.

Anyway momma, I truly hope that you are at peace and visiting with all your loved ones that you had lost.

I love you,

-Tasha

Hi Mom,

I know that you know you are missed by so many, but I just wanted to stop by and let you know I am amoung the masses. I think about you often and I wish you could be here to see how great kimyca and Kimyl are as parents and how utterly adorable your grandkids are. I know you are looking down on them and i'm sure you smile everytime. You raised some amazing women and they are in turn doing the same with their kids. Tiondra.......Omgosh she is so beautiful, smart, strong, polite just the perfect young woman and Myca did that.....because you showed her how.